Lama aku tenung.
Detik itu masih tidak berhenti.
Berjalan tanpa paling arah aku
yang tadi sudah jenuh meraung
Berebut nafas dengan diri sendiri.

Tampar aku berkali-kali,
Pesan pada diri, tak boleh lembik lagi.
Esok kalau aku masih begini
Tak ada Siapa peduli,
Aku yang rugi.


Tapi, aku masih berharap,
detik, tolong berhenti.

We usually heard about people who sacrifice their money and happiness in order to fulfill others' needs.

But, there are also people who need to couragely doing something which they are not even confident to do in order to help others. No one could see their tears and struggles so everyone would belittle their effort.

Never mind, people will always be people. They can think whatever they want, even believe that everyone are being selfish and take them for granted. Coz this is what I am thinking right now, i am one of them.


May Allah grants me His sweetest rewards for all deeds that I'd done. He knows my intention, my sacrifices, my thoughts, my tears and my worries. Coz He is the only One that always there whenever wherever I am struggling alone.