Hi blog. I'm sorry for neglecting you until today and sorry for coming back just to let my heart out here.

25. 4.2019

It wasn't an ordinary day to me. It has become a big turning point to my love life which I had never imagined before.

I still remember the moment when I got the message from D.

"Sayang, B ada berita sedih. B accident"


On Monday before, D agreed to come to Ipoh to meet my parents. So we planned to have a date after the meeting with my parents.

He asked me to watch Avengers with him but I declined it at first. On Wednesday, After several thoughts, I agreed to joined him and asked him to buy the tix. We were excited with the plan.

The only thing left was him to buy his bus tickets.


The next morning, on 25th,

I was in a meeting room in the office, waiting for it to get started. I was startled and I wished it was only a joke from him. Until he sent me the picture of the incident. So it wasn't a joke. It was real.

I rushed to toilet, cried my heart out and tried to find someone to let my heart out. I messaged Eimie and told her what had happened and what was happened to me at that time.

Once the meeting finished, I called Ibu and asked her permission to go to KL on Friday. Little did I know, Allah is the best planner, indeed. Kakak had planned to go to KL and already book a hotel for 3d2n. So I Took on leave and went to KL for three days.

Those who knows me must know that I prefer to ride on train instead of travelling by bus. However, for buying KTM ticket in last minute was a definite failure, I had no other choice beside taking bus. I forgot how scared I was before.


Alhamdulillah, the journey was smooth and I arrived in KL around 11.30. Just one hour before the visiting hour for HUKM.